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YM marsha earlier and asked if she was mad at me...she said no and asked why...so i told her about how its been a couple weeks since she talked to me and she ignores my IMs and all...he said hes been busy, and she must not have been at the computer when i YM her cause she never saw them...except the night she was in a bad mood and the night when she was drunk...but shes not mad at me for anything. we talked for a little while...then somehow we started getting flirty...i think i just like to torture her or something. lol

i told her i had to go so i could take a shower, so she started the "all alone?" stuff...i humored her for a little while, then...

Marsha: well, maybe we can later this week

Me: shower?

marsha: yeah...if you're interested

Me: tempting, but no

marsha: aw, why not?

Me: cause it just doesnt interest me as much as it used to

marsha: oh ok

Me: ok, so that maybe came out a little more brutal than it was meant to

marsha: yeah that was harsh

Me: sorry

marsha: its ok, i probably deserved it anyways

Me: perhaps...but i still shouldnt have said it like that

marsha: well, its out there now, nothing you can do about it

Me: yeah..well, i'm gonna go take my shower. maybe we can do something later this week? if you're not too busy and you want to

marsha: i dont know now

Me: you dont know now?

marsha: well give me a while to process the harsh comment i felt really bad after that...but i know deep down that she deserved it, and i didnt say it to hurt her...i kinda just meant it. you know? so im trying not to feel bad about it...