Eh, whatever.

I wonder who that could be?

(no, seriously)

Bah. I am so bored.

I'm going to the city in a few hours though! yay! I get to see Anne, Abel, and Sabriena.

I haven't seen Anne since the week before I went to Europe, I haven't seen Abel since... gosh, a week or two after the last Beach Club gathering, and Sabriena, well, I saw her last week, but nonetheless, it will be good to see her as well.

Marsha called me today and finally got hold of me. Apologized for the other night, said she was incredibly depressed and wanted to jump out the window. I was just like, "Ok..." I didn't know what to say. Anyways, she's so weird. She asked me if I wanted to go mountain climbing tomorrow (riiiiight) and if the next time I go to Europe she could come with me. Geez...

Abel e-mailed me after I told him what happened and told me how bad he feels that he gave Janet my number (Abel said she was begging for weeks for it). He didn't know though, that Janet was going to pull that crap on me. Haaa.

Ugh ugh ugh.

I miss Katya.

Did I really just say that?

*sigh*

I can't say I miss her in "that" way... but at least she was fun... and she got me out of the house and was always up for a good time.

I actually did have a good time tonight... I ate dinner with Jamie, and then met up with Ilya and Ilyana. We wanted to see Scary Movie 2, but it was sold out.

So we bummed around Jamie's house and watched some amusing old videos. And now I'm here.

My childhood best friend, Sara, is coming here tomorrow, but I'm not going to see her because I won't be here. Sara moved away when we were 12, and we kept in touch and everything and she transferred to school in Singapore last year. I haven't seen her in four years, though.

She's coming with our friend Jill, who now also lives in Singapore (obviously her parents live here),and was one of my closest friends senior year when Janet and I weren't talking. Jill's a whore and a druggie always been that way. I know since Sara and her are living in the same city and that they hang out 24/7, that Sara is probably the same way now.

I don't want to see that. I always expect that out of Jill, but Sara I want to remember as she was. Sick, isn't it? I hate thinking people change so much. Anyways, I'm going to avoid seeing them. And besides, I don't feel like fielding questions from Jill about why I've calmed down since senior year and why Yen and I aren't together anymore.

Eh, whatever.

I'm out.