Missing you

I know I'll see you again, but I'm desperate for you now. Whether near or far, I'll miss you when you're away, I promise that. Only a few days and already I'm wasting away for want of being near you, of being held. I never was much for physical affection, I've always preferred my own space, my own distance from people, but I'm craving your warmth.

I am sitting here and all I can think of is how much I want to be held, how much I miss being held and loved and safe and warm. It hurts right now to be without you. I don't want things to change between us... what we have now is so perfect it frightens me, makes me want more each and every day. I'm worried that I'll become addicted to you. I just miss you right now so much I can't explain it. I think I'm going to go lie down and wait for you to call. Hearing your voice might make it better for a while.