Second Chance
If you passed away at this very moment, and standing amidst the pillars of heaven werre given a choice to decide wether to enter, or to go back, and relive your life; changing the wrong, with the knowledge of it. Would you?
I thought about it, granted at this point you'd undoubtable decide your home, without the pain or sorrow of life, but yet missing out on the wonder and love. Heaven hold's it's own sway.
Yet, I think I would. I've made a lot of bad decisions in my life. I've pushed away people I know I should not have out of fear of hurt, or due to my powerful emotion. I've done many a stupid things as well, but given the chance to live from birth to the now I think I would gladly choose it.
Regret is a feeling of something lost, and unnatainable a bad decision you pray with all your soul you could just set right. It's a void in the soul where you know if you could only fill it perhaps the morning would look brighter.
One such thing I would redo would be high school. Granted it was a momentary darkness in my life where I was the butt end of every joke. I became a loner destined to great bouts of depression from the cruelty of my classmates. I failed high school in the sense not because I didnt like showing up for it, but that I knew the work, just chose not to do it.
Im not dumb by any means, I believe I hold a sense of intelligence, I just continue to make bad decisions. To be better than I can be, or choose to be is something I continually struggle against. Second chances are dreams never meant to be fullfilled, but to realize that the need not to, is the eternal questing we all face at one point.
Unless you have no regret; but I find it hard to believe anyone can not have one mistake they wish the could change.
I thought about it, granted at this point you'd undoubtable decide your home, without the pain or sorrow of life, but yet missing out on the wonder and love. Heaven hold's it's own sway.
Yet, I think I would. I've made a lot of bad decisions in my life. I've pushed away people I know I should not have out of fear of hurt, or due to my powerful emotion. I've done many a stupid things as well, but given the chance to live from birth to the now I think I would gladly choose it.
Regret is a feeling of something lost, and unnatainable a bad decision you pray with all your soul you could just set right. It's a void in the soul where you know if you could only fill it perhaps the morning would look brighter.
One such thing I would redo would be high school. Granted it was a momentary darkness in my life where I was the butt end of every joke. I became a loner destined to great bouts of depression from the cruelty of my classmates. I failed high school in the sense not because I didnt like showing up for it, but that I knew the work, just chose not to do it.
Im not dumb by any means, I believe I hold a sense of intelligence, I just continue to make bad decisions. To be better than I can be, or choose to be is something I continually struggle against. Second chances are dreams never meant to be fullfilled, but to realize that the need not to, is the eternal questing we all face at one point.
Unless you have no regret; but I find it hard to believe anyone can not have one mistake they wish the could change.
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