First Hello

Since the very first hello you sent my way i have fallen. but i cannot ever tell you. the one who blocks my way refuses to let me be near you. the sad thing is is that i am that one. because i am to afraid to speak how i feel aloud to human ears i may have blocked the very way in which i was to break through to you. 

 for this i have condemed myself to eternal agony. but now as i hand you this letter a new feeling replaces it, one of pure happiness. i am deeply in love with you and wish to take you as my own. i will be waiting.